Ozi Kavcincal

you are no longer here,
breaks my hearj to say
i loved you in one special way
one way i could love no other
not even my fallen brother
you had my heart
right from the start
its funny to say
iwasnt looking forward to that holiday
but i met you in 2007
now you are up there in heaven
unexpectedly i must say
i fell in love with you on holiday
you was my first love, boyfriend, bestfriend and future
gave me a reason to smile
something i havent done in a while
you made my worst year yet the best
i didnt have a reason to think about the rest
i was too locked in you, you see
everyday it was just you and me
i loved it when it came dark
you would take me to our little park
you would sing in turkish
i didnt understand a word
but fell in love with everything i heard
sometimes i wonder where we'd be now
if i hadnt lost you on 11th april 2009
i didnt belive it not at the time
i told the world you was still mine
told them i would find you again
and prove you were in no pain
i told them i would not give up
on the man whose hdart i took
but summer time came
and i waited again
for you in our park
at 2am in the dark
you never turned up
it was then i realised you had left me

Xx

Zoe Johnson (Girlfriend) October 26, 2009

İ mıss my angle so much i mıss hıs sıngıng hıs kıssıng hıs huggıng euerythıng please can we have one more nıght together darl, knowıng ıt would be the last ı need you back ın my lıfe ozı xxxxx

Zoe Johnson (Girlfriend) October 20, 2009

i loved you so much Ozi, I still do, you was my boyfriend, first love, and bestfriend all wrapped up into one, and eventhough your in a much better place, doesn't mean our relationship must end. one day we will be in eachothers arms again, but until that day i will only dream, always thinking of you, loveyou Ozi.

x♥x

Zoe Johnson (Girlfriend) October 16, 2009

for my family and friends

To my dearest family, some things I would like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this letter from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness. Here is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and he said, " I welcome you, It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on. I need you here badly, your part of my plan. There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man." God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night, the days chores put to flight. God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth, all those loving years. Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry, it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned, If I were to tell you, you would not understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over. I am closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb, But together we can do it by taking one step at a time. It was always my philosophy and I would like it for you too, That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain, Then you can say to God at night, " My day was not in vain." And now I am contented that my life was worthwhile. Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile. So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low, Just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go. When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind, I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when it's time for you to go from that body to be free. Remember you're not going... you're coming here to me.

Samantha Smith October 14, 2009

angel wings

On angel wings you do fly
On angel wings into the sky
On angel wings i do cry
Because those angel wings took you away
On angel wings the heralds sing
Is there no such lovely thing?
On angel wings you fly away.
I will see these angel wings again someday
When i am old and my time has come
On angel wings I will fly
Until I'm holding you once again
Smiling on angel wings.

Christine October 14, 2009